Spotted

Spotted Little J walking the streets of Manhattan, glowing with her Mediterranean tan and hunky boy toy in tow. But wait thats not the fiance. What happened J, did you get bored? By the looks of it she plans on stirring up trouble at her first year at college. Slow down J its on been a couple of months. Say goodbye to the peace girls, the bitch is back.

you know you love me

xoxo

Jay

LOST

Finally saw the LOST finale, and i couldnt stop crying, despite what everyone is saying, it was a perfect ending, even just thinking about it know is getting me all choked up. I started watching lost from the very start and haven't stopped, the writing, the characters, and the actors are all so amazingly beautiful. We all had our favorites but i truly believed Jack and Kate were soul mates and at the end when she kisses Jack and says"i've missed you " ughh my heart broke into little pieces:) The creators of the show didn't spell out everything which i liked. Lost was never a show where everything was definite and defined, you had to work at it to understand it , the island, and the people. That always kept me on my toes, never has a show made me feel so involved with its characters or kept me guessing. I will miss you lost. Especially your hunky stars, Josh Holloway, Matthew Fox And my favorite Ian Somerhalder!

Sex and the cityyyy

Ahhhh went to the Sex and the City premiere the Nana got me and my four girlfriends tickets (i love my nana!) It was amazing a little crowd, ahah okay very crowd but truly amazing. The settin was Radio City Music Hall, the girls looked amazing, the moment Sarah Jessica Parker stepped out the energy in the crowd was insane!! Tons of girls started screaming, and i even saw a few start crying, it was a mixed crowd of younger and more distinguished women, but we were all there for the same reason, the girls. All of them looked amamzing, prefect head to toe although i would have liked to see Kristin Davis in something more daring, but they all still looked marvelous. Of-course i left my blackberry in my room on my way out. ( im not very good at remembering things when i am rushing, but dont fret at-least i remembered the tickets.) On to the movie amazing i loved it, some people said that it didn't show enough of the other 3 girls, and it was all about carrie but i totally have to disagree, everything was perfect and the clothes were amazing. I am in love with Halston now!!! Cant wait going to go see the movie yet againn !!! I wont spoil it for any of you who havent watched it but fuck the reviews ( forgive my language) the movie was for sex and the city fans not for critics. What I wore Blouse -Magnolia(found in anthropologie a while back), Skirt an amazing find in H and M, Bow- gap, an hold belt i transformed in a bow , shoes- Micheal kors, Bag-Dolce and Gabbana, Bracelet- Dannijo...

Monday Blues, or is it blacks?

Saw the love of my life, my soul mate , kiss the girl he left me for, then walked on over smiled and said hi to both of them. No i didn't yell or scream, or punch anyone, just went over to talk to two friends. I mean thats what we are right? Idk anymore. James was my best friend and had been for the last couple of years after my father died he was the only i let in. Abby, i never really liked her until this year, actually thats too nice, i used to hate her. She was fake, and rude, sarcastic, and a social climber which was worst of all. But i still believe she is all of those things and sometimes i find myself wondering why it is that i am even friends with this girl, who stole him. Stealing isn't exactly the right words, yes i let him go, yes i flaunted that i had moved on first, but i had not moved, it was all a lie, a way to protect myself, from people feeling sorry for me, for me feeling sorry for me. I only let him go because he told me he was confused, and didn't know what or who he wanted, and after me spilling my heart out, and telling him that the only thing i was sure of in this life was my love for him, and having him still be confused i had to let him go, right ? Yet its been months, 6 months and 2 weeks and a handful of days since the fight, and i still think about him everyday. I still love him everyday. Still want him everyday. I would gladly give up anything to be with him, yet he is with a girl who doesn't even love him. Who is with him because "it is better than being alone" and because "i need someone". That my friends is what kills me even more. James and I are finally really friends, and it seems that slowly things are going back to how they were, and i dont want to give my hopes up , and when he tells me that he isnt as comfortable with anyone as he is with me, when he still flirts, or finds and excuse to touch my hair, or whisper in my ears ( which he knows is my weak spot) when he talks as if its just us, and ignores all else in the room, and then she shows up and we stop talking, he holds her hand they say goodbye and walk away. i know i should stop but i still feel it when we talk , when he touches me, when he looks at me, that spark, the butterflies, the hate, and the comfort that comes with being with him , with being in LOVE. So my conclusion, i remain friends with her because im scared that if im not i may lose him forever.

Current Obbsession: BLACK, Black lipstick, black nail polish, black roses( my favorite)

Sunday Brunch

Had brunch a Bagatelle with the family. Haven't been there in a while and i forgot how amamzing it is. Bagatelle is a french restaurant that gives you the feeling that your in the south of france. Its a little oasis, located in the meatpacking district, its a must eat. After went into some shops and got the cutest flowly top this season, its so beautful the pattern is to die for!! SO you know im very excited to wear it :) Later started my new painting haven't been inspired lately but then while looking through an old french vogue, i found a gorgeous cover that i will be reproducing in black and white !! Current obsession, the movie BOBBY and big sun glasses. Robert F. Kennedy died on June 6, 1968 , with its anniversary fast approaching i thought it was time to rent Bobby again. Bobby tells the story of 6 strangers lives hours leading up to Robert"Bobby" Kennedy's assassination. Robert was truly a man of the people, after Martin Luther King Jr. was murdered, he was all the people had left. And though there has been much controversy over who actually caused his death, in the end it does not matter because America lost a great, politician , leader, and possible president that could have made the world a better place. On a brighter note watching the movie lead me to my second obsession big sunglasses, i have a round face so i need to find the perfect pair to pull them off but god do i wish i was born in the 60 !!

Robert F Kennedy- We must recognize that this short life can neither be ennobled or enriched by hatred or revenge. Our lives on this planet are too short and the work to be done too great to let this spirit flourish any longer in our land. Of course we cannot vanquish it with a program, nor with a resolution. But we can perhaps remember, if only for a time, that those who live with us are our brothers, that they share with us the same short moment of life; that they seek, as do we, nothing but the chance to live out their lives in purpose and in happiness, winning what satisfaction and fulfillment they can

Sweetie pie

MY OUTFIT ... Summer is coming and you know what that means rompers, shorts , minis, oh my ! I ordered a romper from bloomies and it arrived today so of course i had to wear it!! Its a Parker printed silk romper, i paired it with my Blue zipper Alexander Mcqueen Heels, some colorfull bangles i picked up on my last trip to the bahamas and the finishing touch my mom's Fendi mini mama (note : i usually don't pair so many names in one outfit, i find it a little over the top, but what can i say i was channeling Carrie ) ...Took me a long time but found pics of it later will post pics of me in it...Anyways Sex and the city was my inspiration!!!!! My three besties and i went to this cute little place Called Sweetie pie. Its amazing located in the west village, 19 Greenwich avenue, its adorable, it has a huge birdcage, and its like a little girls tea party paradise. Every time i go there for lunch i always have the same ,the Ceasar salad is amazing to die for even the best i have ever had! So if you haven't checked it out doo soo please :) As for the topic of conversation at lunch, we never kiss and tell;) Its getting late and still i must do my night time ritual, will post tomorrow although i have brunch with the fam. so it might be yet another late one.

Yesterday i decided that i was going to do nothing product, that i was gonna stay home relax, sleep, catch up on some tivo, and sleeps some more. Not quite what happened woke up at 11, tired to go back to sleep but couldn't. So i watched the Vampire Dairies finale instead which was amazing but Stefan and Damen were gorgeous and i absoluelty cant wait for next season. Then caught up on all things Lost, and i have to say even though its coming down to the end, literally the series finally is tomorrow, i still am SO confused:/? BUt anyways i got bored of watching t.v., so i thought hey why not organize my closet, and i found and fell in love again with the first ever Marc Jacobs dress i bought <3 I have planned it out that the next family event i shall wear it regardless if its too dressy. After cleaning my closet in and out and sorting the pieces that were way to dated, even in my short life time, and donating them i was exhausted, and so got a mani and pedi CURRENT OBSESSION: ESSIE color watermelon(on toes) I need a vacation(hands). Then went home cooked some dinner ( nothing exciting) watched some cnn, and hit the hay :)